Anger at D - hatred - disgust - someone so little to treat people he could away with like that just whenever he feels insecure. he's disgusting through and through, and I know he's gonna live forever. he will not fucking die. Not having any contact with him is the only way I can maintain life he's so prejudiced and disgusting that he can't contain it even for a little bit.
Worry - what will happen? What will be the result of the transfer? If it's positive it's scary, and if it's negative, it's scary.
If it's positive I don't know who to share; how to deal with it? I'm afraid of the stairs in the new apartment.
if it doesn't take, will it ever? we don't have that many embies left. who knows what's the result of this round.
I'm mad at nil as I see how the rich live ... spending money on furniture while making next to nothing. Even when I was making so much more I have never spent money like that. what kind of life is this. the disparity.
